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You're still incredible to me. You pushed me away... I think... So I don't know what to do when you look at me. We never began. We never ended. So should I acknowledge you, because I made contact once and told you I found you interesting? Or should I pretend like it doesn't matter and I don't know you? Even when you hold my glaze... A smile... Can I smile at you? because I honestly didn't think you'd be back in town... Because I don't know when it'll be my last time seeing you. because my heart is bursting and I still believe we could've been something. Can I smile at you? because a chance to even see you brightens my day. How do I convey th

I wish you would see the same perfection in me as I see in you. I wish we could've been what I had dreamt about. But I missed my precious chance and I'm still here, but you're never going to look back. And even though I probably shouldn't, I want to catch up to you and present myself again. better. in hopes that maybe I was right the first time and we could finally be my ideal image of progression. romance. passion. understanding. love. hope.

Chapter 7: Idols' Idle Talk JENNA’S point of view “Oh Jenna Unnie, I forgot to mention that I’m going to be on Immortal Song 2 in a few months. You should come watch me sometime!” Hyorin said to me at dinner that night. “Really! That would be so amazing! I would love to!” I said to her. She was about to say something else but she stopped when someone put her hands on my shoulders and leaned over me. “Ah! You girls did so well tonight!” GaEul said overenthusiastically. I was bit disappointed to see her, but I turned to her and thanked her for training me on the routine. She left us soon after. ___

Chapter 6: Suspicions Continue A WEEK AND HALF LATER It was the day of the dance competition, the day of Jenna's "debut." Heechul hadn't spoken to Jenna since the day she had made them breakfast. Such behavior was typical of him though. After a while he would forget how to act around his girlfriends and they would eventually leave him, doubting the sincerity of his feelings. That morning Heechul silently peered out of Shindong's room to see Donghae handing Jenna a cup of coffee. He noticed Jenna was careful not to let her fingers touch Donghae's even the slightest bit as they exchanged the hot beverage. Donghae seemed to do the same. Usual

Chapter 5: Dancing with Donghae… [JENNA'S POINT OF VIEW] I ran my hands through my hair as I looked through my suitcase for some sweats. I wondered how many schedules were going to suddenly change like this one had. I only had twenty-three more minutes to get to the dance studio. At the last second, I found something to wear. I pulled my hair into a ponytail and rushed over to Michelle's to ask if I could borrow a sports bottle and a duffle bag. "Kamsahamnida!" I said and bowed. She raised an eyebrow at me. "Oh sorry! I don't have to be polite to you!" I said as I waved my hand and ran off. "Ahaha! Don't fall down now!" she called

Chapter 4: A Change In the Schedule [JENNA'S POINT OF VIEW - one week later] I was surprised at how quickly the visa had taken. I only had to spend a week in Japan. Luckily the manager had gotten a lady to translate for me. I still couldn't believe that I was going to start working in Korea and that as an MC. "So you haven't told Heechul that you're back?" Michelle idly asked as she flipped through one of the magazines I had on my bed. "No, no yet," I said "I can't believe that he set all this up for me. I just wish there was a way to thank him, you know?" "You should be rattling your brain for ways to thank me instead! You wouldn't have

Revealing Her Bias - Chapter 3: Heenim's Influence Heechul loosened his grip around my body, and I awkwardly stood waiting for the worst. "What are you two doing?" the manager looked infuriated. "We're on a date," Heechul said calmly. When the manager didn't say anything Heechul tried to justify the situation further "You said it was safe to bring my dates here." The manager's anger turned into uneasiness as he looked at us both, "Excuse us for a moment please, Jenna." I nodded and watched the men take a few steps away from me, far enough that I couldn't hear. "I want to see the two of you in my office tomorrow morning," the manager sai

Revealing Her Bias - Chapter 2: Following His Lead [same night] Only Kyuhyun was left in the living room. He didn't shut off the game console until he realized Heechul was still in the kitchen. "Hyung, are you ok?" Kyuhyun walked towards him hesitantly. "What if I just asked her out?" was Heechul's only response. "Who Jenna? You just met her" "I know, I know. I'm thinking if I ask her out, she has to say yes." "How come?" "Even if she doesn't want to admit that I'm her bias, she'll realize that my asking her out might be her only chance," Heechul reasoned. Kyuhyun couldn't help but ask "What makes you so sure that it's you?" Heechul

Chapter 1: Doubts and Certainties I can't believe I'm here in Seoul for the third time. Not that I mind of course, it's just not what was planned. None of this was planned. Last time I was here for a little vacation, the time before that I had a book signing for the first book I wrote in Hangul. That book is the reason why I'm here today. About two weeks ago I was sitting at a café  when a man approached me saying he wanted me to write a book about some people who worked in his company. It wasn't until he told me that there were ten members of boy band that I got suspicious. "A boy band with so many members? Could it be a